Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Melting

As the snow began to melt,
the way was lost
asphalt buckled & cracked
potholes littered indoors
soaking carpets going "slush-slush"
with each step
quicksand drawing you down

you held my hand
as long as you could
rescuing a part of my Soul

in our cave, dark & chilly
our breath can be seen
littering the ceilings
"drip-drip" as the ice melts
is warmth coming?
still bogged down in water

dry as a dream
swim now, however mushy
but we are already in our shelter
a "Power Cave" becoming "Power Animals"

grab me, touch me, use me
before the wet absorbs us all
make me beautiful

make me yours
let me "entertain" you, enter you
in this harmonious solution

i will dissolve into you
as you become me
;going back & forth; forging our Warmth
cement out Path
Everything made whole - together -

your hand warm in mine _hearts beating_
still one, now & lasting
in this Power Cave

your hand resting with mine; melting;
becoming One in this Reality

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

in the dry cold V.2

& in this heartbeat
a momentary glance - beating
ah; but what is that gaze?
so oft straying

the rays of light dripping
;drying sunshade
;coupled with a delirious sweaty grin

& the walls perished
dissolved into speculative dust
as fast as acid tablets
moldy on the fresh trees
in a dew wet morn air
melting the leaves
;slowly, now

in the cold
warmth must be found
mistaken identities & all that Jazz
in the heat
a moist wind is lost
searching but raining upwards

that heartbeat, that gaze
the pounding deep inside my chest
lasted for only a second, a mere 1/8
of a blink of an eye that doesn't even notice

that smile, with those eyes
melted the Cold
moistened the Wind
& brought new hope
to
a wandering Soul
my Soul - that was somewhat lost
- that committed Suicide
- that ....

in the fishtank
where i poured myself, drowned myself
;longing for the Seaweed
& mermaids
to take me home
to bring me where i belonged
to create the smile on my face

in the dry cold

& in this heartbeat
a momentary glance - beats
; but what is that gaze?
so oft straying

the beating light
drying sunshade
coupled with a delirious sweaty grin

& the walls perished
dissolved into speculative dust
moldy on the fresh trees
growing in the wild!

in the cold
warmth must be found
mistaken identities & all that Jazz
in the heat
a moist wind is lost
searching but raining upwards

Saturday, January 15, 2005

and in this
;percieved reality
;lost stone
wandering the sea
"but not as a mermaid"
caught in a drop
caught in a wave
caught in a sea
caught in a movement
caught in a world
caught but lost

things shatter the light waves
but something will not fall apart
the smell of glue can hold us together still
the walls are nothing
but the sea

the maximum is not needed
just the moderate winners
who will never be lauded
who will never be judged
but are the true heros

oh yes
oh yes
oh yes

"Flash"
and then blindness
from an unknown life
in an unknown camera

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Start.

this is a start. this is post number three.
from here & out this Blog "Stomach Rumblings" will be about poetry, plain and simple. clean cut.

i posted the lyrics to "And All That Could Have Been" because it is perhaps one of the most touching and revealing songs about myself at this point in my life. It hurts, it sweetens, and now this....
....is a start. there are no ends. there are only beginnings & here is where i begin now....

but i wont be televised

And All That Could Have Been

breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here

ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know you tried to rescue me
didn't let anyone get in
left with a trace of all that was
and all that could have been

please
take this
and run far away
far away from me
i am
tainted
the two of us
were never meant to be
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
gone fading everything
and all that could have been

please
take this
and run far away
far as you can see
i am
tainted
and happiness and peace of mind
were never meant for me
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me

Go Me!

WooHoo! this is the start of my new Blog! i might like this interface a bit better than LJ, we shall see how this goes.